It seems like its that time of year again... where many long term relationships seem to end... I already know of at least FOUR that ended in the past few weeks, and one of them I thought was going to last forever, they were so perfect together!!...

This, of course, frustrates me to no end.

My first breakup ever was around this time of year, too. That was years ago, though.

It's like... spring time arrives, everyone is happy, in love, getting together, everything is great.

And then Fall comes along and KNOCKS EVERYONE ON THEIR ASSES.

This doesn't just frustrate me. It scared the crap out of me.

I've had many heart-to-heart convo's with my guy, and he's assured me time and time again that it wont happen, we'll always be together, and that he'll never leave me.

...yeah. Like I haven't heard THAT one before.

However, I find myself truly believing him. Foolish? Maybe. But I love him. People do foolish things when they're in love.

He said the sweetest thing to me today.

"Honey... really... to be honest... I feel like we're already married. And trust me, I only plan on getting married once in my life, I'm not the kind of guy who wants divorce or anything... I love you. You're my everthing. You're my saviour, my best friend, my love, everything. What would I do without you?"

anyways, I'll stop with the sappy mushy lovey dovey stuff. The majority of you are probably rolling your eyes at me haha.

Thanks for bearing with me through my sappy journals LOL Love you all.